I really don't understand why people must complicated things... Just a normal friendship becoming into enmity and hatred. Really hate life...
Scenario:
A doesn't like B because B is annoying and likes to exaggerate things to the point that even the blind can see through her lies. Even I don't really like B but I try to be neutral. A keeps complaining about B to me... And it's always the same thing over again. Now, C and D claims that they do not like B too. But they are still kinda close to B. OMG, what's wrong with you people?? If you guys don't like someone, why still stay with that person??
Since B and D are really close, B always tell things to D. Once, B told D that she didn't like A and some other stuff that ain't true about A. A got really angry. Even I was scared of A at that time. A kept saying she wanna quit. I wanna quit too. But I'm just staying because I feel very proud about it. And I have more reasons why I wanna quit.
1. I don't wanna be like the middle person anymore. I hate having to keep secrets from others especially from my good/close friends, like A. But C keeps telling things to me that C says I can't say to A...
2. I more and more don't like B le... Maybe it's influence from A but I have to agree that B is annoying.
3. I don't wanna waste my Saturdays liddat. I still need to study and complete my homework, you know?!
4. I keep complaining about it. Like what my mum said, what for I continue if I'm not happy with it?
I mean like whatever man! I don't mind if you all come and complain to me. I can be your listening ears but don't force me to spill the beans when you think someone is telling me bad things about you. I don't want to be caught up in the middle because of you people!
To that special someone:
I'm really sorry for hurting you although you say it's your fault. Like what I've said, it takes two hands to clap. It's our fault okay?? Really hope you will be that happy self again. I really don't wanna see you sad/emo anymore... Alot of things I wanna say to you but I don't know to put it into words... I'm just really sorry and I feel really guilty about it... Just wanna let you know that I've loved you before. ♥
Stay happy always peeps!
Tracey...
