back from CAMBODIA!!!

Haha. too much to tell so if you wanna know, best is just ask me easier to explain everything :D
overall, only one word, FUN!!!!
hope you guys enjoyed your holidays so far :)
see ya guys soon!!!

byebye
tracey wong <3 cambodia!!!

Hate whatever I'm feeling now. How weird to be feeling two feelings at the same time. I feel so mixed up. Not lost, I'm heading towards what's I'm suppose to, i guess? I just have to choose one direction. Life is like a race or journey. We have to make many decisions. Now, I deciding too, between double science or combined. I'm stuck. I feel that both are equally good choices. But one wrong move may cost me alot. Why don't I guess take a gamble? Maybe things will just work out fine. I don't know for sure but no matter what things will work out fine, right?

I kind of feel much better after watching a video Ryan post on fb about an angry boy playing counter strike. I have no idea how they got the video but it's CRAZY! Haha I feel that the boy have no hope and I still got, alot too! I should just let nature take its course and discuss this with my parents again, since I only discussed with my mum.

GoodNights
TraceyWong

This is bad...

Need serious opinions on my subject combination.

Current choice:
compulsory subj> English, MT, Elementary Math, Literature
humanties> Social studies+Geography
Extra> Additional Math, DnT

Opinion I've got:
Mum> take bio larh. quite interesting what learn about your body parts
(why would i wan to learn about my body parts? o.O)
Adora> take combine!!!! go same class as me but i oso wan you go double T.T
Samantha> tracey take combine!!! i wan go same class as you
Ernest Tan> bio is about common sense. physics is formula. chem is memorise de
(dun quite get the part about common sense o.O)
Angus> POA easy to score if you listen in class
(i kind of forgot what else he said)
Sherrill> double easier for me. i take chem and bio
Dong Sheng> take double better coz easier for poly/jc
Sherwyn> i taking double le.
Jia Hao> take triple science! can take more courses in jc
(wth just like what dad said)

at the very end its still my choice which makes it god damn fustrating >.<
kind of starting to emo :(:(:(
hope you all made your choice le...
TraceyWong

Those words that kept repeating in my head... I might just burst one day because of hearing too much of the same old boring nags. I thought only women would nag but my dad prove it wrong. He always find things to nag at me and my siblings... but WHY??? When I'm texting he say I dun work hard even and grab my phone away. When i try to sleep more because i don't want to fall asleep in class, he always wake me up before 10.30am on weekends. He kept reminding me that I didn't did what he expected(like i wasn't shock with my results). That feeling, so hard to explain, I doubt he could understand. Thinking that things might just get better when I'm at a new environment, it didn't. Results still matter more to him. I know it will secure something for me but is it want I really want at the very end?

Exam's over yet i don't relaxed... Everyone is feeling that way. I suppose its because it's the streaming year? And I bet i will do worst than last year and my pathetic dad will start nagging again, "see, ask you study don't want. Now get so bad results larh cannot get into triple science larh" but I'm not interested in triple science... So why study it and make yourself suffer??? Why can't I do what I want to? At least I know what I want to be right? :D

I'm reading an awesome book now. Borrowed it last Thursday, read practically half of it le :):) BIG improvement for reading. Hahaha. Three Wishes is about a girl, Rose, who goes to France to meet her long-lost grandfather. During her stay, many things happen to her - she is smitten by a guy, Charlie(quite an awful name no offence), and her life is in danger. Romance kind of mystery book, AWESOME.

Good luck to everyone for getting good results and hope your parents don't scold? Hahaha. The movie The Other Guys isn't very nice. Quite some parts are boring and too much sick stuff? Have fun no matter what, don't stress out.

Byebye
TraceyWong
PS: good luck to those taking 'O' levels :D

bleahh~

hello~
It's like 2.30pm now and i can't sleep. I also have no idea why i would wake up in the middle of the night and cant get back to sleep. Luckily, is not during schooling days if not i at school confirm die de lorh o.O

not sure if i would consider myself to be in a sticky situation but i guess it will be over some day? HAHAHAHA looking on the bright side, i got alot of friends there for me :)
on thursday night, i was talking on the phone with Esmee and my siblings start disturbing so i went to my ahma's room then my bro said something and i turned around not knowing that he was about to throw the freaking hard volleyball at me and it hit directly at my face. That word almost came out of my mouth... Then, my sister wanted to steal the toilet from me! I didn't want to let her go in and bathe first coz she bathe damn slow like more than 30min? i take only like 15-20min. Of course i want to go in first. In the toilet i cry a little cause i started remembering all the sad things that happened last year... This hurt me alot but i'm so glad i'm over it :) (phew~ heng i can forget this kind of things quickly even though it'll all come back to me when i'm sad again. But why remember the pain when it's a recurring event?) Also, i have all my friends there for me so why should i get so upset about this kind of stuff?

Hahahaha yesterday we went to vivocity after the YOG celebration to celebrate Brendan's birthday. Last minute bought candy from candy empire with Belvy, Janice and Weixi. Hahahah then they 3 got to go first so i stayed with the rest till like 6.55pm. They went to the arcade to play para para. Haha damn funny until they ask me to play. o.O like omg lorh. I will never play this kind of things de.. So paiseh :( When i left, my phone started to hang... -.- (should i go send for repair?) Then went to a restaurant where my grandparents 50th anniversary will be held. It was actually at harbourfront centre (beside vivocity) and i thought it was must other restaurant further down telok blangah road o.O food was the same as other restaurant esp the shark fin's soup being alittle too salty. Hahaha gonna have a family photo shoot at downtown east today. have to wear nice nice :) wearing the new dress my mum bought on friday at robinsons :)

still got geog workbook, maths paper and english paper not done. i guess i should stop doing maths first and finish up geog first coz monday no maths :P hahaha hope everyone will quickly do finish their work before school reopens :) and JIAYOUS for EOY/O levels :D

Byebye
TraceyWong
PS: whoa i took 26mins to finish this post :)
time: 2.55am

First B3 gathering at downtown east costa sands 290810!!! I was looking forward to it as I did not liked Saturday. When i got to downtown east i was quite tired and still had to wait for Janice, Belvy, WeiXi and Dilys for 30 minutes o.O reach the chalet, everyone quickly start the fire. I was starting to emo unknowingly... I totally didn't want to eat until I start fanning the charcoal :) Hahahahaha.... Janice and Dilys created 2 "missions" to find out if what they are suspecting true or not. I would say it's abit bo liao but they just trying to make some fun. Overall feelings was average, not what I sort of expected -.-

Hahahahahahah....... Don't know what i should do now. I think i found out something that I guess I shouldn't... It's freaking irritating now that it's stuck in my mind. Yay!!! Tomorrow can get new phone le!! So happy about that :):):)

I went back to PCS today but by the time i reach there the security guard say can't go in le o.O wth sia 3pm then cannot go in le :( saw many ex-school mates :) anw i went back is to see friends more than teachers coz my teachers always not free -.- hahahah

Sorry short post.. Love ya all!!
Byebye
TraceyWong :)

YOG!!!

Woohoo~
Screaming and shouting after the performance was awesome!!! Yesterday seem like the best day ever! Being able to be friends with Joni, Jacky, Chee Seng, Claudia, Sher Hwee, Ernest, Sherill, Sheryl, Jasmine, Jia Hao, Melvin, Angus, Shen Jian, Shi Yi, Brendan and Jia Nan. For the past few months, YOG has added more colours into my life and it has also been my topic among my friends in school. YOG seriously rocks! If given another chance, I would confirm join again with the same bunch of people!!! B3 rocks my world!!! Though it's all over, I'm very very sure that if we had the fate to be in B3 together there will be another chance for all of us to meet again in big events like this.

For the whole day, I thought i would cry when we have to part, but i didnt :) that's because I know that we will see each other again and it's actually not the end of us. Let's forge together spiritually as group B3!!! *screams in my heart*

Everyone, let's work hard together!
Jiayou, jiayou, jia jia jia you!!!!!!!!
TraceyWong

Cookies~!!!!!!!

Heyhey!! How has everything been? Sorry for not updating for so long. I want to inform everyone that I'm selling cookies again!!! Muahahahah... So excited :D I already got someone to buy from me :) but don't know what flavour he wants. Hahahaha...

Flavours:

1. Mint
2. Chocolate Cream
3. Chocolate Crunch
4. Oats and Raisin *new*

All at the price of $10, inside got 10 packets x 2 cookies = 20 cookies total, except Oats and Raisin (9 packets). For the Mint and Cream, it's not in individual 2 by 2 packaging. While the Choco Crunch & Oats and Raisin has individual packaging. Whoever wants to place an order, please sms, tell me in school or write at the comments or chatbox :D:D

Yesterday's combined rehearsal was awesome even though Janice and WeiXi thought it wasn't very good. I think I got brainwashed by them, starting to feel the same too. Hahahahah. Somehow, I'm looking forward to Tuesday. But when that day comes, I would want it to not come. Hahaha.. Sadly, I still haven't watch Despicable Me :(

Recently, alot of people getting running nose, sore throat and cough. Me too, so I hope that everyone will drink more water and, obviously, eat less heaty and dry food kay??

ByeBye

TraceyWong

gosh..

Stupid problem with the chatbox. People quarreling in my chatbox instead of saying hi?? What is going on??

Anyway, I got a message I want to say to Mr "Fako":
"Can you be more positive? Seriously larh, is you ownself want be like that. It's not the world or anything else that cause you to be this way. I'm saying this from deep down my heart. If you can't feel it, it's not my problem cause you have already lost your goal in life. You got to work hard to find it back. Just like me :) We may face alot of problems in life but, remember, everyone will have their own problems too. Every single one of us have our very own set of problems to solve. We just apply a different solution to it. Meaning, if we got the same kind of problems to solve currently but I view it positively to solve that very same problem, I can solve the problem and be happy at the same time. Think about it, Fako. Its cause and effect. You think negatively, negative effects will occur to you."

Hahaha long message but I doing it for the sake of Fako and everyone else :) Seriously hope that you guys won't be like Fako. Hahahah must keep laughing or put "hahahaha" in everything you say or type so that everyone will feel more positive than negativity.

Life is normal hahah even though i got problems to solve now :)
Stay healthy :D
Byebyes
TraceyWong <3

-.-

Hai~
After training today suppose to be light-hearted but my journey home started with a troubled mind. We (me, Janice, Terry, HuiQing) went to 7-11 outside CHIJ TPY. Then got an uncle riding bicycle left his bike in the middle of the road and went inside the 7-11. I didn't know i was so close to the bike which was behind and when i turned around... The bike fall over. The uncle came out and scolded CB at me. I say,"Sorry! Sorry! Sorry!". He shouted,"what sorry? Pay money ar! Spoil my bike! Cao Chi Bai!!". I just look at him with the innocent/puzzled face. He just continued scolding the same words like f***ing bastards, CCB... And he keep staring at HuiQing for like no reason. I was the one who knock into his bike then he scold HuiQing?? WTH.. At first when we crossing the road, I seriously felt like crying. But something hold me back. When that uncle carried on with his scolding, Terry and HuiQing told me that they wanted to fight back and point the middle finger. Something held them back too. At that moment, I wished that I could be like Sherwyn so that I can scold him back, so that I can fight for myself, for what's right. When we leaving, those people who were at the bus stop all stare at us like our fault when we already say sorry. Starting was my fault but it became his fault! Come to think of it now, I just think maybe he was having a good day and I had to make things worst for him. Or he just could be in the state of anger/fustration. It is saddening to have people being like that, scolding others inappropriately. I guess it's the reflection of his own life? He chose to be that way?? And the only thing we can do is to pray that he would change. :)

Suddenly remembered i got Maths hw not done yet.. Hope and can finish it by tmr :):)
Good nights sweets dreams :) I feel that Brandon abit don't like me -.-

Byebye
TraceyWong

Woots~ FAMILY day

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had so much fun on Friday!! We went to Cathay Cineplex then to The Heeren to eat at a Japanese buffet restaurant. I think food must be damn nice coz there was a freaking long queue. And we end up eating at Sakura. HAHAHA...
Karate Kid was awesome!!!!!!!!! Touching action movie. Hehe.. I cried alot during the movie, had to keep rubbing my eyes.

Saturday wasn't as good as Friday. We were all expecting my irritating cousin (Kayleen Wong) to come over to sleep as there was no one to fetch her to ICA the next morning. But when me and my bro reach home, she wasn't here and we were showing the "walao eh" face. I was prepared for the noise that she was going to create but in the end, she didn't even came! I had stomach cramps for the whole morning and I did not feel too well during YOG training. :( But i liked the look on Dilys face when i told her that I wasn't going for the next training. Haha

I haven finish my work and I'm still going to Malaysia from Wednesday to Friday o.O Anyway, i just hope i would enjoy myself there :):):)

I have to go to SYC for FD carnival at 12. I still have to go SengKang after the carnival for Father's Day celebration at cousin's condo. Eating the same old buffet again at the same old cramped up function room. Hai~ don't think it's gonna be fun. But at least it's without Kayleen. Hahaha... anticipating for dinner!! going to a korean BBQ restaurant with relatives on my dad's side, celebrating Father's Day again. Hehehe

Hope you guys have fun today :):)

Byebye
TraceyWong

THEN,sad, NOW,happy:):)

Total sadness had to overwhelm me yesterday night. That sudden burst of sadness just went in me. Many questions crashed into my mind. I didn't know what to say or do. All I did was stopping myself from crying and to cool down. But I just couldn't stop. Listening to sad love songs just made things worst! But after listening to what Belvy had to say and advice me to, I felt more relieved and less tense now. But like abit not myself eh. I was quite hyper and enthu don't know why. Hahahah I think HuiQing and my brother think i abit screw loose hahahahah.

I think I'm going to enjoy myself this week! :):):):):):)
Monday
Lycia,Shirley,Sam coming my house make SUSHI
Tuesday
go out wit YuQian
Wednesday
go Belvy's house bake
Thursday
fetch Daddy from airport
Friday
FAMILY day! watch karate kid

Hehehe.. Fun week! I'm going Malaysia next week. Wees~
Hope you guys have fun too!!! Muahahahah.. Can sleep well tonight le :):)

GoodNites
TraceyWong:)

prawns ultimately sucks

OMG!!! yesterday went to Choa Chu Kang for course thn went to Lot1 to eat dinner before going to YOG training. Shared a plate of Hokkien Mee with Adora and she don't like prawns. So, i have to eat them(got 3) -.- and the prawns all not peeled... So, i have to peel them one by one -.- It was a terrible experience, making me dislike prawns even more. But I think I'm already counted as lucky as i wasn't eating fish :) that's the only good thing about yesterday's dinner.

I wasn't myself yesterday. I kept being angry at others or finding fault with things. I usually find faults to entertain myself but yesterday when I did that, I was at the same time angry. I read some horoscope thingy on the popular magazine. It says that I'm too stressed. Maybe that's why I get angry easily? Haha.. But whatever it is, I'm sorry if I suddenly very rude to you guys.

Chat with Wen Qi (my CIP buddy) on FB just now. She say she want us to go back to the student care again. Really wish that will happen lorh.

Byebye
TraceyWong

thought about this yesterday...

Whenever this particular person is not around i start to feel and realise that i miss him and love him so much. I'm also afraid that i might not see him again... I cried yesterday night (a short while) thinking about him. The thought of him dying the next moment and ,me, not able to see him again.. :( "Silly thought" you might think but Ikeda Sensei said many times that we should always cherish every encounter with everyone you meet. Even if you know nothing will happen to him or her. You never know...
Haha hope you guys will understand this and cherish every moment with your loved ones kay??

Wees~
Have fun!!!!!
TraceyWong
PS: Don't anyhow guess the person i mention :):):):):)

Wees~

Holidays :) means..... FUN at 8 YOG trainings, 5 structured program, CIP with classmates and students from SengKang Student Care Centre(SSCC) and outings with FRIENDS!!!!!!!ahahaha :):):):):):) i think i going to have quite a busy June holiday...

temporary timetable for everyone :)
Week1

Monday 310510
1. structured program @sch 7-12.30pm
Tuesday 010610
1. structured program @ PRCS 7-12.30pm
2. CIP befriending session @SSCC 1.30-5.30pm
Wednesday 020610
1. structured program @ PRCS 7-12.30pm
2. CIP excursion session @ Qian Hu Fish farm 1.30-6.30pm
Thursday 030610
1. structured program @ PRCS 7-12.30pm
2. YOG training @ CHIJ TPY 7-9.30pm
Friday 040610
1. structured program @ PRCS 7-12.30pm
Saturday 050610
1. Girl Guides Civil Defence course @ Bukit Batok 8.30-5pm
2. YOG training @ Mandai Hill camp 6-9.30pm

Week2

Monday 070610
1. Girl Guides day camp @ PRCS 8-4pm
2. YOG participants mtg @ TBSC 7.30-9.30pm
Tuesday 080610
Wednesday 090610
Thursday 100610
1. YOG training @ CHIJ TPY 7-9.30pm
Friday 110610
Saturday 120610
1. YOG training @ Mandai Hill camp 6-9.30pm

Week3

Monday 140610
Tuesday 150610
1. district daimukukai @ Aunty Ivy hse 8-9pm
Wednesday 160610
Thursday 170610
1. outing with YQ,etc @ city area/Vivocity
2. YOG training @ CHIJ TPY 7-9.30pm
Friday 180610
Saturday 190610
1. YOG training @ Mandai Hill camp 6-9.30pm

Week4

Monday 210610
1. Chp daimukukai @ TSC #03-05 8-9.30pm
Tuesday 220610
Wednesday 230610
Thursday 240610
1. YOG training @ CHIJ TPY 7-9.30pm
Friday 250610

Saturday 260610
1. YOG training @ Mandai Hill camp 6-9.30pm
Sunday 270610
1. Zadankai @ MrTan hse 2-3.30pm

homework
1. English book review
2. English compre
3. Chinese 专题作业
4. Chinese 假期作业
5. Science holiday assignment
6. Science grp proj - great shooting star challenge
7. Geography wb ex 2.3 - 2.5
8. Maths holiday assignment

haha long post... hope u guys will enjoy ur holidays :)
TraceyWong

Whoots~
Went to Lido to watch Shrek 3D!!!
Quite nice shld watch shld watch!
Hehe.. but that place very smelly...
Haha.. went go in then got Mac and KFC beside each other and is like in the air-con room the smell of cheese fries and dk wat mix 2gt damn smelly!!!
Don't believe u go thr urself. Haha..
wanted to take photo of me in the 3D glasses but didnt get the chance -.-
came home thn play handphone game -.-
the music world
YQ: Ahhh!! i until only can play 1 stage le! damn hard sia :( bu she de quit game

solved a quite irritating prob on thursday thn quite happy on friday. I reach school early!!! Haha very happy abt going to school early. Hate being late.. O.o but still troubled by Janice's prob. She fail her maths and her mum is very unhappy with her. wants her to quit her student ldr grp and YOG. :((( haiyo~ she really got to chant alot so that her mum would suddenly xing wu and let her goo for all these activities which is much better thn school. Really hopes she understands this point.

to everyone, i really hope you guys will not be upset by all this things and MUST drink alot alot od water kay? the weather awhile rain awhile sunny so MUST drink water no matter what kay? esp those going to take 'O' levels and those poly/ITE ppl :) and bon vovage to Belvy, Teresa and my dad who is going for school China immersion and Bangkok.

Byebye
TraceyWong
eee got cockcoach!!!

Happy Birthday

Yo!
song birthday song first

Happy Birthday to you
You were born in the zoo
You smell like monkey
Happy Birthday to you!

Haha.. Adora ni ji sui liao? still so smelly
haha.. no offence :)
happy birthday to you!
you 14 years old like me le :)
Yay!!!!
hahaha...

Recently (bcoz of YOG) i noe a guy call Angus. Actually not very recent like abt 3weeks ago. He asked for my num went me and Janice rushing out of the sch. When we left, Janice say he lyk me. But i ignore wat she said. The more i chat with him thru SMS, the more i feel that its true. Ytd Janice tell me to jus tell him straight in the face that its impossible between the 2 of us. But don't you feel that's very cruel? i rather pretend that idk anything and jus let nature takes its course. i need some opinions from you guys on wat to do. I dowan things to get uncontrollable or become like wat Janice say. It will hurt me and him if i choose to pretend.

haha.. 2mr is marking day so i going to YQ hse. Hehe finally i can go her hse!!! hahaha.. 2mr b4 go her hse i go tm find ayumi hasamaki for adora.. (wth is ayumi hamasaki?) thn at 7.30 gt YOG participants mtg at HQ ICA. haha so near my hse (heng not at TBSC) and meeting Angus at tamp MRT (outside guardian) with Janice. Hai~ i rly dk wat to do....

Hope i don't lost my way to block 516 de fitness corner to wait for YQ. Oh ya! I'm using my bro's num for these few days coz my phone no money -.- but feel free to msg my num la i put the sim card in another phone :)

That's it for now.
Byebyes
TraceyWong
PS: so glad that the MYE is over
jiayous for those who haven finish :)

Presents :)))

Hellos again~
dam hyper can??
haha
more photos to see
pics of presents 2010
but let's start with 2009 de
:) enjoy

my jiu mu giv de
YuQian my les partner

samantha

Janice

Phyllis

da yi

ben yio

ian lee

WeiXi

beloved Jamie

2010 bday cards!!!

Shafa & Lyn

Christie

Shirley

Lycia

Adora

Samantha

beloved YuQian less partner

Thana

Ken Ann

Jing Kang

Cecilia gigantic pocky xD

Phyllis

HuiQing gigantic peg

Shirley pencil case

Lycia mail box piggy bank

Belvy hair band

beloved YuQian crystal thingy
got image inside

Shafa & Lyn handphone strap

Samantha Pocky, marker
& pen

Adora handphone strap

Ken Ann handphone pouch

Kah Jun handphone pouch

Thana body lotion & lip gloss

Janice
pencil box, kaychain
& a basket filled with straw hearts

Jan also bought 4 pieces of cake on the way

but forgot take photo of it :(

Thank You all for the wonderful presents

Love you all so much

and thank you those who wish me Happy Birthday!!!

Yours Always

TraceyWong

Farewell Party for SENIORS!!!!

Woots~
Haha enjoy the pics ba
i had damn alot of fun la..
haha tis year farewell party much better thn last year
no offence XD
anw, GOOD LUCK to all seniors taking 'O' Levels or 'N' Levels
good luck to others too for MYE
jiayous :)

scaring the new cher from NIE ^

alot of seniors cry too

haha~ good luck to all

Byebye

TraceyWong