Hate whatever I'm feeling now. How weird to be feeling two feelings at the same time. I feel so mixed up. Not lost, I'm heading towards what's I'm suppose to, i guess? I just have to choose one direction. Life is like a race or journey. We have to make many decisions. Now, I deciding too, between double science or combined. I'm stuck. I feel that both are equally good choices. But one wrong move may cost me alot. Why don't I guess take a gamble? Maybe things will just work out fine. I don't know for sure but no matter what things will work out fine, right?

I kind of feel much better after watching a video Ryan post on fb about an angry boy playing counter strike. I have no idea how they got the video but it's CRAZY! Haha I feel that the boy have no hope and I still got, alot too! I should just let nature take its course and discuss this with my parents again, since I only discussed with my mum.

GoodNights
TraceyWong