Hate whatever I'm feeling now. How weird to be feeling two feelings at the same time. I feel so mixed up. Not lost, I'm heading towards what's I'm suppose to, i guess? I just have to choose one direction. Life is like a race or journey. We have to make many decisions. Now, I deciding too, between double science or combined. I'm stuck. I feel that both are equally good choices. But one wrong move may cost me alot. Why don't I guess take a gamble? Maybe things will just work out fine. I don't know for sure but no matter what things will work out fine, right?

I kind of feel much better after watching a video Ryan post on fb about an angry boy playing counter strike. I have no idea how they got the video but it's CRAZY! Haha I feel that the boy have no hope and I still got, alot too! I should just let nature take its course and discuss this with my parents again, since I only discussed with my mum.

GoodNights
TraceyWong

This is bad...

Need serious opinions on my subject combination.

Current choice:
compulsory subj> English, MT, Elementary Math, Literature
humanties> Social studies+Geography
Extra> Additional Math, DnT

Opinion I've got:
Mum> take bio larh. quite interesting what learn about your body parts
(why would i wan to learn about my body parts? o.O)
Adora> take combine!!!! go same class as me but i oso wan you go double T.T
Samantha> tracey take combine!!! i wan go same class as you
Ernest Tan> bio is about common sense. physics is formula. chem is memorise de
(dun quite get the part about common sense o.O)
Angus> POA easy to score if you listen in class
(i kind of forgot what else he said)
Sherrill> double easier for me. i take chem and bio
Dong Sheng> take double better coz easier for poly/jc
Sherwyn> i taking double le.
Jia Hao> take triple science! can take more courses in jc
(wth just like what dad said)

at the very end its still my choice which makes it god damn fustrating >.<
kind of starting to emo :(:(:(
hope you all made your choice le...
TraceyWong

Those words that kept repeating in my head... I might just burst one day because of hearing too much of the same old boring nags. I thought only women would nag but my dad prove it wrong. He always find things to nag at me and my siblings... but WHY??? When I'm texting he say I dun work hard even and grab my phone away. When i try to sleep more because i don't want to fall asleep in class, he always wake me up before 10.30am on weekends. He kept reminding me that I didn't did what he expected(like i wasn't shock with my results). That feeling, so hard to explain, I doubt he could understand. Thinking that things might just get better when I'm at a new environment, it didn't. Results still matter more to him. I know it will secure something for me but is it want I really want at the very end?

Exam's over yet i don't relaxed... Everyone is feeling that way. I suppose its because it's the streaming year? And I bet i will do worst than last year and my pathetic dad will start nagging again, "see, ask you study don't want. Now get so bad results larh cannot get into triple science larh" but I'm not interested in triple science... So why study it and make yourself suffer??? Why can't I do what I want to? At least I know what I want to be right? :D

I'm reading an awesome book now. Borrowed it last Thursday, read practically half of it le :):) BIG improvement for reading. Hahaha. Three Wishes is about a girl, Rose, who goes to France to meet her long-lost grandfather. During her stay, many things happen to her - she is smitten by a guy, Charlie(quite an awful name no offence), and her life is in danger. Romance kind of mystery book, AWESOME.

Good luck to everyone for getting good results and hope your parents don't scold? Hahaha. The movie The Other Guys isn't very nice. Quite some parts are boring and too much sick stuff? Have fun no matter what, don't stress out.

Byebye
TraceyWong
PS: good luck to those taking 'O' levels :D