To wait or Not to wait??

Wondering if I should continue waiting or just simply give up on him... This song totally brings out what I'm feeling about our relationship...




So looking forward to going to SYC tomorrow!!!
Hope everyone's having fun~!!
TraceyWong
P.S awesome life.... NOT >.<

What an awesome life.......... NOT!

Life haven't been good for me.
On Friday night, I got a bad scolding from my dad just because I touched my phone when I'm not permitted to. What the hell is this man? I just wanted to check if my classmate received the text I send her. I wanted to sleep right after checking my phone. But just because I showed abit of attitude when returning to my room, he came to check on me when I was writing something on a recycled notebook. He read what was (and still is) on that crap book and started scolding the hell out of me. So I just stood there, crying my eyes out, legs got numb (fyi they were shaking badly). He even wanted to chase me out of the house when I was in my pyjamas O.O awesome dad I have eh?

Because of that fateful incident, he took my brother's phone plus mine. :[ extreme sad life, he claim that he gives us the best (fine, I agree but they are all materialistic items) but that's not what I really want deep down inside me. And I don't think he will ever understand this part of me. NEVER EVER. I feel like my life is upside down, seriously what the hell.

When he wanted to chase me out, I was really on the verge of scolding him f*** and just run away. But, I realised that I had no where to go and running away isn't the solution. Like my mum said, tolerate. But, then again, haven't I been doing that already?? He said I wasn't doing well enough in school but I'm already in the best class, what more do you want? And you had to rack up the past. So what if I got 223?? At least I'm doing well now right? Isn't that all that matters?


Screwed up life like this song....



Hope you guys are not like me :)
TraceyWong *dying soon*

Good or Bad??

My dear Fudge didn't accept just because of a stupid promise with Hello. WTH...
He promised that he would not 'steal' me away from Hello. Hai~ I really don't know if it's a good thing or not... But I hope it is though. I don;t wanna think that there is hope or anything of that sort. But now i keep thinking that Fudge didn't really like me from the start. Why can't I just trust him and maybe things will be easier then?

This morning, my dad threw my my things that was on the table on the floor. o.O He say he wan the table to be clean = nothing on the table unless it's like calendar those kind. Then i have a question for my dear dad, "what for you buy a big table for each of us when we can't put our things on it?" I have to admit that i did left my things all over the table but if i kept my things properly and there was just my bag on it, why must you still throw it on the floor?? He did the same to my brother's bag when it's already very neat compared to mine. My brother only had his bag on the table and it was for his tuition. I have no idea why i have such a weird dad!!! And he had to confiscate my phone when i was feeling not so good about yesterday... How awesome can my day get???

I still got 8 newspaper article to do and I have nothing to write about the articles....
Damn~ I seriously need help :[
TraceyWong

Messed up? Or on the right track...?

A bit moody here....

Fudge say he like but yet he act as though he doesn't... It is because of that message? I hope not... I don't wanna lose this friendship but if it's meant to be then so be it.

I keep having this feeling that you are like the other guy, would contact me lesser when it comes to an end... I don't wish to remember such a jerk but you keep reminding me of that times with him... Must you do that?

You were like the 'him' in this song... Can you remain that way...?

According to you by Orianthi


getting tired...
tracey wong not liking 3/8