Life haven't been good for me.
On Friday night, I got a bad scolding from my dad just because I touched my phone when I'm not permitted to. What the hell is this man? I just wanted to check if my classmate received the text I send her. I wanted to sleep right after checking my phone. But just because I showed abit of attitude when returning to my room, he came to check on me when I was writing something on a recycled notebook. He read what was (and still is) on that crap book and started scolding the hell out of me. So I just stood there, crying my eyes out, legs got numb (fyi they were shaking badly). He even wanted to chase me out of the house when I was in my pyjamas O.O awesome dad I have eh?
Because of that fateful incident, he took my brother's phone plus mine. :[ extreme sad life, he claim that he gives us the best (fine, I agree but they are all materialistic items) but that's not what I really want deep down inside me. And I don't think he will ever understand this part of me. NEVER EVER. I feel like my life is upside down, seriously what the hell.
When he wanted to chase me out, I was really on the verge of scolding him f*** and just run away. But, I realised that I had no where to go and running away isn't the solution. Like my mum said, tolerate. But, then again, haven't I been doing that already?? He said I wasn't doing well enough in school but I'm already in the best class, what more do you want? And you had to rack up the past. So what if I got 223?? At least I'm doing well now right? Isn't that all that matters?
Screwed up life like this song....
Hope you guys are not like me :)
TraceyWong *dying soon*
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