Daunting...

Even though this happened about end of November of last year, these memories still haunts me.. You texted me again on my birthday. Since you were just asking about my school work as a casual conversation, I decided to reply. You showed so much concern... But it didn't matter anymore. You and I, we're impossible. You knew I already have a boyfriend, but yet you still wanted to ask me again. Why? Can't face reality that I'm gone forever and never gonna return? I hope that gave you a tight slap.

I'm not mad at you. I don't hate you. I just don't think I should invest my energy in scumbags like you. What's the point? But you made it into a nightmare. Those images flash in fragments. Horror. Shame. Pain. It's like tearing my heart apart and then putting it back together and tearing it further before it heals. Forgiving is too much to ask for.

Cry.
For I'll never return.
A gullible child.

This song should be what you're feeling now. My boyfriend is definitely way better than you. At least those painful times with you will not happen again. At least he loves me more than you did. At least he is always there for me even though I was with you.

Tracey Wong (:
P.S: Don't worry. I'm way happier with him now. So suck on that!