Awesome song to represent how I feel about you :D I think of you like every practical second except when I'm half asleep in class :P
Just yesterday, I was having a headache thinking about you and other stuff. Truthfully, I'm afraid, somehow. I also felt that we were somehow drifting apart. But things patched up fast. All the things that have happened between us, they seem like a dream... Wish this could carry on without me worrying about my parents constantly.
I feel as though I'm not a good good friend to most of my friends. They kept saying "got boyfriend le don't pangseh hor!" or "so good lorh you". That few words is giving me stress. I don't know how but yeah... Really wish it will stop but if that's what you guys really feel then I have no choice, I guess.
Another problem is from my parents of course. Though they have not found out, my girl intinct is telling me that this relationship is going to turn out bad. Bad, as in we must break because of stupid reasons my parents would give. I really can't imagine what will happen if they find out...
To Piggy:
I'm missing you alot now. And I wish I could run over to you now. The stupidiest thing that has been bugging me is that up till today, I STILL HAVEN'T DREAM OF YOU!!! >.< Damn it larh. But honestly, I prefer when we haven't together yet. I feel we were more close then. Weird eh? Hahaha. Hope you don't angry or anything after reading this.
To all my other precious friends:
I promise I won't leave you all de!!! I'll still be the same old Tracey Wong! :D Though I know some of it or maybe all of it are jokes but, as you all should know, I take things very seriously. So I'll remember and put alot of consideration about every slightest remark :D OMG, I sound so weird in this post... Damn~
In any way, I really hope all of us will be happy with whatever we have we us now. Cherish it kay??
GoodNights
TraceyWong <3
P.S I love you~!!! xD
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
To wait or Not to wait??
Wondering if I should continue waiting or just simply give up on him... This song totally brings out what I'm feeling about our relationship...
So looking forward to going to SYC tomorrow!!!
Hope everyone's having fun~!!
TraceyWong
P.S awesome life.... NOT >.<
So looking forward to going to SYC tomorrow!!!
Hope everyone's having fun~!!
TraceyWong
P.S awesome life.... NOT >.<
Sunday, January 23, 2011
What an awesome life.......... NOT!
Life haven't been good for me.
On Friday night, I got a bad scolding from my dad just because I touched my phone when I'm not permitted to. What the hell is this man? I just wanted to check if my classmate received the text I send her. I wanted to sleep right after checking my phone. But just because I showed abit of attitude when returning to my room, he came to check on me when I was writing something on a recycled notebook. He read what was (and still is) on that crap book and started scolding the hell out of me. So I just stood there, crying my eyes out, legs got numb (fyi they were shaking badly). He even wanted to chase me out of the house when I was in my pyjamas O.O awesome dad I have eh?
Because of that fateful incident, he took my brother's phone plus mine. :[ extreme sad life, he claim that he gives us the best (fine, I agree but they are all materialistic items) but that's not what I really want deep down inside me. And I don't think he will ever understand this part of me. NEVER EVER. I feel like my life is upside down, seriously what the hell.
When he wanted to chase me out, I was really on the verge of scolding him f*** and just run away. But, I realised that I had no where to go and running away isn't the solution. Like my mum said, tolerate. But, then again, haven't I been doing that already?? He said I wasn't doing well enough in school but I'm already in the best class, what more do you want? And you had to rack up the past. So what if I got 223?? At least I'm doing well now right? Isn't that all that matters?
Screwed up life like this song....
Hope you guys are not like me :)
TraceyWong *dying soon*
On Friday night, I got a bad scolding from my dad just because I touched my phone when I'm not permitted to. What the hell is this man? I just wanted to check if my classmate received the text I send her. I wanted to sleep right after checking my phone. But just because I showed abit of attitude when returning to my room, he came to check on me when I was writing something on a recycled notebook. He read what was (and still is) on that crap book and started scolding the hell out of me. So I just stood there, crying my eyes out, legs got numb (fyi they were shaking badly). He even wanted to chase me out of the house when I was in my pyjamas O.O awesome dad I have eh?
Because of that fateful incident, he took my brother's phone plus mine. :[ extreme sad life, he claim that he gives us the best (fine, I agree but they are all materialistic items) but that's not what I really want deep down inside me. And I don't think he will ever understand this part of me. NEVER EVER. I feel like my life is upside down, seriously what the hell.
When he wanted to chase me out, I was really on the verge of scolding him f*** and just run away. But, I realised that I had no where to go and running away isn't the solution. Like my mum said, tolerate. But, then again, haven't I been doing that already?? He said I wasn't doing well enough in school but I'm already in the best class, what more do you want? And you had to rack up the past. So what if I got 223?? At least I'm doing well now right? Isn't that all that matters?
Screwed up life like this song....
Hope you guys are not like me :)
TraceyWong *dying soon*
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Good or Bad??
My dear Fudge didn't accept just because of a stupid promise with Hello. WTH...
He promised that he would not 'steal' me away from Hello. Hai~ I really don't know if it's a good thing or not... But I hope it is though. I don;t wanna think that there is hope or anything of that sort. But now i keep thinking that Fudge didn't really like me from the start. Why can't I just trust him and maybe things will be easier then?
This morning, my dad threw my my things that was on the table on the floor. o.O He say he wan the table to be clean = nothing on the table unless it's like calendar those kind. Then i have a question for my dear dad, "what for you buy a big table for each of us when we can't put our things on it?" I have to admit that i did left my things all over the table but if i kept my things properly and there was just my bag on it, why must you still throw it on the floor?? He did the same to my brother's bag when it's already very neat compared to mine. My brother only had his bag on the table and it was for his tuition. I have no idea why i have such a weird dad!!! And he had to confiscate my phone when i was feeling not so good about yesterday... How awesome can my day get???
I still got 8 newspaper article to do and I have nothing to write about the articles....
Damn~ I seriously need help :[
TraceyWong
He promised that he would not 'steal' me away from Hello. Hai~ I really don't know if it's a good thing or not... But I hope it is though. I don;t wanna think that there is hope or anything of that sort. But now i keep thinking that Fudge didn't really like me from the start. Why can't I just trust him and maybe things will be easier then?
This morning, my dad threw my my things that was on the table on the floor. o.O He say he wan the table to be clean = nothing on the table unless it's like calendar those kind. Then i have a question for my dear dad, "what for you buy a big table for each of us when we can't put our things on it?" I have to admit that i did left my things all over the table but if i kept my things properly and there was just my bag on it, why must you still throw it on the floor?? He did the same to my brother's bag when it's already very neat compared to mine. My brother only had his bag on the table and it was for his tuition. I have no idea why i have such a weird dad!!! And he had to confiscate my phone when i was feeling not so good about yesterday... How awesome can my day get???
I still got 8 newspaper article to do and I have nothing to write about the articles....
Damn~ I seriously need help :[
TraceyWong
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Messed up? Or on the right track...?
A bit moody here....
Fudge say he like but yet he act as though he doesn't... It is because of that message? I hope not... I don't wanna lose this friendship but if it's meant to be then so be it.
I keep having this feeling that you are like the other guy, would contact me lesser when it comes to an end... I don't wish to remember such a jerk but you keep reminding me of that times with him... Must you do that?
You were like the 'him' in this song... Can you remain that way...?
According to you by Orianthi
getting tired...
tracey wong not liking 3/8
Fudge say he like but yet he act as though he doesn't... It is because of that message? I hope not... I don't wanna lose this friendship but if it's meant to be then so be it.
I keep having this feeling that you are like the other guy, would contact me lesser when it comes to an end... I don't wish to remember such a jerk but you keep reminding me of that times with him... Must you do that?
You were like the 'him' in this song... Can you remain that way...?
According to you by Orianthi
getting tired...
tracey wong not liking 3/8
Thursday, December 2, 2010
back from CAMBODIA!!!
Haha. too much to tell so if you wanna know, best is just ask me easier to explain everything :D
overall, only one word, FUN!!!!
hope you guys enjoyed your holidays so far :)
see ya guys soon!!!
byebye
tracey wong <3 cambodia!!!
overall, only one word, FUN!!!!
hope you guys enjoyed your holidays so far :)
see ya guys soon!!!
byebye
tracey wong <3 cambodia!!!
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Hate whatever I'm feeling now. How weird to be feeling two feelings at the same time. I feel so mixed up. Not lost, I'm heading towards what's I'm suppose to, i guess? I just have to choose one direction. Life is like a race or journey. We have to make many decisions. Now, I deciding too, between double science or combined. I'm stuck. I feel that both are equally good choices. But one wrong move may cost me alot. Why don't I guess take a gamble? Maybe things will just work out fine. I don't know for sure but no matter what things will work out fine, right?
I kind of feel much better after watching a video Ryan post on fb about an angry boy playing counter strike. I have no idea how they got the video but it's CRAZY! Haha I feel that the boy have no hope and I still got, alot too! I should just let nature take its course and discuss this with my parents again, since I only discussed with my mum.
GoodNights
TraceyWong
I kind of feel much better after watching a video Ryan post on fb about an angry boy playing counter strike. I have no idea how they got the video but it's CRAZY! Haha I feel that the boy have no hope and I still got, alot too! I should just let nature take its course and discuss this with my parents again, since I only discussed with my mum.
GoodNights
TraceyWong
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